what if..

it seems as though

the accumulated time is being greedy

Seeing as it hurts more today than yesterday

It was after i realized that i couldn’t be totally happy

With that smile towards me, that there was nothing special

What if.. it seems like you’re going to love me

Because it seems like you’re going to come to me if i wait just a little..

With these anticipations, I can’t leave you

Even though i know that as time accumulates, it becomes pain..

Even though i wanted to believe 

that that smile was just for me

It probably isn’t, right? but still.. just maybe…

What if.. i met you first..

No, if I didn’t know you

These thoughts are useless.

for i’m already living in the deeply set times of you

Even though love increases as much as time’s weight,

Even though pain is heavy

Still, i feel like you’ll love me

Because it seems like you’re going to come to me if I wait just a little..

With these anticipations, I can’t leave you

Even though i know that the accumulated time has made today..

~evilhae~

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